Ahh I have to rant a little where I will first say I am sorry
My RL have been a bit of a messed for now because I been thinking about my future for a while, family problem, and some rescue work. I get so stressed easily and life have been a bit hectic here and there. It pissed me off more if other people think my life is not hectic enough for them to disturb me like I own all the time in the world. // which includes sending useless message like
" Hey how you doing? I am so free I came to disturb you " //shot
I been trying to cope all my feelings together and I tried being myself. When I get online it's the only time I get to relax for a while and do my artwork but of course I do get disturb at time like that too.
problems. I am naturally nice to everyone and only am mean once you hit a nerve or have annoyed me to the state I cannot contain all my patience feels anymore and that's the time I will be really angry. I don't like how friend's are determine to be like some sort of job but instead if you want to be friends with me,you have to respect me like you want to be respected yourselves. Of course, I don't mind joking once in a while which is enjoyable but if you continue doing things I don't like even if I have said so, you're really out of my friend list.
If I get really uncomfortable or I am starting to feel like the friendship won't work anymore even if we have fun times, at least I will be nice and let you know beforehand about me unfriending you because I am nice enough to NOT let you ponder on why I unfriend you in the first place. BUT
not tell me that YOU
do not permit to let me unfriend you because that's plain ridiculous and THAT'S NO RESPECT THERE
. I am NOT
even if you have told everyone I am your best friend or whatever. I didn't ask to be your best friend you're talking about.
not uphold ANY kind of PROMISES because there is no need for me to even if you ask me to because that's just childish.
I am just someone who likes to hang out but YOU have to know your limit when you comes to joking with me. I AM me, I have things to do and I am just not a caged bird.
SERIOUSLY. SORRY FOR THE RANT BUT I HAVE BEEN HAVING REALLY SLEEPLESS NIGHT JUST BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN OVER THINKING.
This is not directed to everyone but I am sorry if you felt scared because of how I reacted against all this or offended but I stay my right. Thank you!
Do I freaking sound mean? Because I am really sour now.